its official

my ipod is dead.
dead.
dead.
dead.

funeral is tomorrow.
and i'm still wearing black.
out of grief.

how does one go on after a loss like that???
maybe this isnt so much greif
as withdrawls

i'll admit. i was addicted.
and now.
i wonder how long it will take me to get over it.
probably just...forever.
:(

i was gonna go to the ipod store.
but i called & they said i have to see a technician.
and i'm a chicken.
its my own fault.
and i accept the consequences.
sadly.