i realized this morning as i was laying in bed, fuming because my alarm clock had just gone off, and i was warm & cozy under my two comforters..i'm so mean. my poor alarm clock. he just wants to tell me the time and be helpful! he wants to wake me up so i can welcome the new morning and tell me that its a beautiful day! i've been physically abusive to him too..i think he now needs a name. i think i'll call him...jeremiah. my jeremiah. poor poor jeremiah. will he ever forgive me? after these four years of physical and verbal and mental abuse? i dont know that i can forgive myself even..he is only trying to help. tomorrow i will make it an effort to thank jeremiah when he goes off. and gently push the snooze button. five times. and thank him for encouraging me to get up and greet the brand new day. and go to seminary. at 5:50 in the morning. and i will be happy about it. :D
GOAL: when jeremiah goes off at 4:13 which is really 4:03, i will roll out of bed, thank him, gently push snooze, and roll back into bed. then repeat in ten minutes. and another ten minutes. and another ten minutes. and another ten minutes. then when i look at the clock and the rush of adrenaline goes through me for thinking it is almost five, i will get up, run to the bathroom, and take a super quick shower, throw on some makeup, brush teeth, etc, etc, etc, and make it to seminary on time to lead the music & give devotional. FUNSIES.
just needed to peptalk myself into actually going through with it.
stupid alarm clock.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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I love how you call your alarm clock stupid after all that you promised. It's hard isn't it? HAHA
oh becca!!! I loves you and miss you!!! And I am so happy that you have decided to work on your relationship with your alarm clock, I am very proud of you... especially wince you only called it stupid in small letters at the end...
CAN'T wait to see you!!!
LAUREN YOU MADE A BLOGGER ID!! & now you can comment on my blogs! ahhhh i can't wait to see you either! sundayyy man.
& i was trying to work on my relationship with my alarm clock..until it went off at four this morning.
& then i realized: it is, and always will be, stupid.
end of story.
ha ha, you are too funny!!! and I don't think I made a blogger ID... I just used my gmail account... and that works just the same, I think... ha ha
hahaha thats why we are always so hyper in seminary.
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