a new day

is today. day two of my blog. my how time flies.
tuesdays are really bad days. who thought of putting mutual on top of that? the first day after the FIRST day of the week with really no hope for the end. friday seems so far away, with wayyyy too much work to be done in between. so between being overloaded with homework, going to mutual, and no end in sight, who can help but be depressed? its just not a happy day. but then i feel sorry for tuesdays. because who likes them? its like the kid in your english class that just has everything wrong--the ratty clothing, the greasy hair, the pimply face, the too-shy-to-look-at-you demeanor. poor tuesday. and its obviously nobody's favorite day of the week. theres just no way for it to be. no upside, no silver lining. unless, by some lucky chance, tuesday gets to be your birthday day or the day of your first kiss. or the day of your wedding, or the day of your child's birth. and later, those turn out just to be dates and numbers, hardly even remembering the fact that it was tuesday that helped you push that baby out of your body. but really, thats nothing to do with the merit of tuesday itself. it is really just the luck of the draw there. there are seven other days of the week in which those things could happen...so normally, tuesday is just the sad, lonely, depressed day that everyone has to live through to get on with life.
and so it is today.
my tuesday adgenda:
4:09 am. alarm goes off.
4:19 am. alarm goes off.
4:29 am. alarm goes off.
4:39 am. alarm goes off.
4:49 am. alarm goes off.
4:55 am. roll out of bed.
4:55 am. (and here the time changes, back ten minutes, because i set my room clock ahead ten.) stumble into the bathroom.
4:56 am. pick at face.
4:57 am. decide i dont need a shower(actually just too lazy).
4:58 am. pick at face.
5:05 am. scrub face.
5:11 am. makeup.
5:25 am. jeans, sports bra, t-shirt, sweatshirt, sandals.
5:29 am. make eggs.
5:35 am. brush teeth.
5:40 am. pack backpack.
5:41 am. out the door. pick song on itouch while walking. dont drop it.
5:49 am. walk in church door, lead song in seminary(because i'm chorister like that)
6:40 am. get outta seminary. drive to school
6:50 am. run to class.cuz dumb karns starts earlier than zero period does.take test.
7:53 am. get out of zero, walk with jeff to first.
8:11 am. fall asleep in first period.
8:51 am. jeff walks me to chemistry.
8:58 am. laugh all throughout chemistry with hollysmith.
10:02 am. sit in stupid markles class with stupid jewboy behind me
11:20 am. make fun of devon and listen to murders and suicides in forensics.
12:11 pm. schools out! go to parking lot with jeff.
12:30 pm. come home. check on mom and her broken foot. makes flowers from jenna pretty. try and keep mom sitting down for more than 5 minutes. internet. blog. homework. etc.
7:00 pm. primary halloween party put on by youth. (UGH) face painting.
9:00 pm. (hopefully) bed.

tuesdays. poor poor tuesdays.
"sunday's on the phone to monday. tuesday's on the phone to me."
---the beatles, she came in through the bathroom window.