Thursday, April 2, 2009

anxiety PACKING

thank you, aunt cami.
i can't pack for these kinds of trips worth beans. you know, the ones where you're actually supposed to look good? i'm set on camping trips, you know...leave the makeup behind, take a bar of soap and some shampoo a hair tie and enough sweat pants to get you by. but the pretty thing? sucks! i'd much rather go camping. i'm stressing so much about this. and i know its silly. but i can't do anything about it! my back tenses up and it starts to hurt like crazy, and i'm sure there are tons of knots in my shoulders by now. i've been at it for three hours. and the fact that everything doesnt fit in the one suitcase really is starting to piss me off. i've even got two going, carryon & suitcase, with the carryon having my shoes in it. & other random stuff. but its driving me crazy! & my back hurts bad. hopefully i can get over this. and on the plane get some rest.
but three church outfits is crazy. and the shoes? and the fact that i'm from california and its warm and in utah its going to be snow cold and i dont have the right kind of shoes or dresses or anything for that! i have some jackets i've been working on for BYU...i think i might die of cold. as much as i can't wait for it! it could kill me. i'm having mixed feelings about it. i think i want earmuffs. that would be cool, right? like in winnie the pooh. i think that was my favorite episode. when piglet couldnt ice skate. oh and i'm so excited for the ice skating in utah! on an open rink! i'll freeze to death, but it will be real!!!!
but i better go finish packing. it could kill me, but i'll do it. i think i mentioned a lot about dying in this post..drama queen today!
it doesnt help that i have a ton of work to do in every single classs (minus preschool...and only a bit in econ) and absolutely no time to do it. al;ksjviouen;alksdf. AOIDHEW;LAJKSDJFGBAQS.
its almost as bad as the stress of getting all crazy ready for a formal dance:

yup. & thats it.
i'm outtt
in six hours i'll be in utahhhh!!!!! yaya for conference! && MAREN!
boooo for packing.

1 comment:

EvaMarieva said...

Have fun!!! I hate packing too. I always end up taking way too much!